Standing Alone

I know who I am
I can recite what I want
Never again recall past fears
Pushing forward, moving on

Conversations of who’s to blame
Calling upon old flames
Phone reads no messages
Disappointments linger anyway

I let you in
And I want to stay
But you’re not there
My attachment begins to fade

Don’t you know?
You’re pushing me away
Did you want me to go?
I’m afraid being alone

How can I be?
No where near free
Tied down, imprisoned
Still fostering healing