It's hard to explain when the end to something draws near - you being to question everything. Questions such as "was there ever anything here?" rings a bell. I know that isn't true, but it sure is easy to think that or pretend it could be true.
I know in the beginning there was something; a charm, a laugh, a moment - somewhere in there - that "something" caught my attention. But, then again . . . I was young, impressionable, but not exactly easily influenced. I definitely had a mind of my own!
But today, I am standing at the end of the road and for a second, I turned around to see where that path had been. Believe me, this road screams "venturesome," however, it's also unsafe, hazardous, and for some, lethal. Luckily, I didn't have an ill-attempt with fate, just wounded in a few spots.
I know I will survive this and it's funny after all the moments this relationship has been through - my anxieties have finally found their resting state.
Effected
There's nothing you can do
It's not under your command
Curious what you knew
Would love to listen in
See those shrewd expressions
Blatantly staring at the truth
Wonder if you thought
I would never win
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